Life is a Danger Zone

Most of my life I felt that my body lacked something and that it behaved in a way it shouldn't have. See, during certain days I felt strong, calm and composed. I felt I could do whatever I needed either physically or psychically. Then there were days I was emotional, weak and totally illogical. My head ached and I was collapsing due to low blood pressure. I couldn't think straight, I couldn't do much of anything. And I don't even talk about how I felt during my period. Secretly I hoped that testosterone that I'd be taking as a trans man would get me rid of all inexplicable health issues. The issues were so bad that they practically made me a wreck for a half a month at least each month. It is one of the reasons I just couldn't imagine going on with my life. The doctors though always told me - just get used to the fact that you are a woman. I couldn't accept that ever. I read a lot about the effects of testosterone and I could even imagine it quite clear...

Bottom dysphoria is something that makes me feel really bad and I learned relatively recently that packing is one of the things that makes me feel better. At first I ordered a cheap packer that didn't last long. It didn't survive a week but made me realize how much I really need something resembling a penis and scrotum between my legs. Later on I bought 5 inch Mr. Limpy which I had for quite a while. For packing it seemed great, it was light and durable. I wanted an upgrade though. Something I could use to pee and something I could use for sex and that is how I ended up buying 4in1 Sleek prosthetic from Freetom. Appearance When the product arrived and I took it out of the box it looked really awesome to me. The veins on the shaft look great, the glans is nicely shaped. I know that the mold is from a real penis but I didn't expect such a great look. It looked like a real penis if one would omit the fact that the color of it was flat. The testicles are not '3d' b...